Eurovision is over and my time of having two highly time-consuming and absorbing jobs at the same time is rapidly coming to an end. On one hand it feels very liberating. I won't have to work as much and I don't have to spend all my time thinking about how to make things run.
On the other hand there is the new emptiness. Since October, my agenda has been filled to capacity and there has always been something to do. The bigger problem was how to get the 24 hours of the day to suffice.
I had to cut down on socialising, parties, hanging with friends and so on. I came home and collapsed in bed. Now I have to get that social side working again and that frankly worries me a bit.
I don't know if I remember how to do it. I hope my friends will all remember me and call me and invite me out. If people only knew how scary it can be to find yourself with spare time all of a sudden. And soon the summer holiday starts. What is a boy to do?